for thoseof you not already in the know, I LEAVE TUESDAY!

my apologies for the all-caps. i needed you to get a good sense of my excitement.

i am far to easily overwhelmed these days. it is so much harder to breathe, to be still, to find peace and silence. i've been thrust into a chaos that refuses to allow room for rest. i don't have any idea what this nextstep will look-feel-taste-smell-sound like. i feel very much alone and inadequete. the aloneness of experiencing this without any sort or familarity, no friends, no family. (minus the week i spend with Katie) i suppose i mostly feel misunderstood. it may not be the worst feeling but without reason it has heightened the feeling of inadequacy. i don't like it one bit.

so here's hoping i will sleep and breathe a bit easier knowing that my God is good and He is faithful.