Tuesday, November 24, 2009

waiting again

trust is a difficult thing. more difficult than i'd like.
i'd like to trust completely in his goodness, to know that he will not leave me
but too often i doubt. too often i find myself sick to my stomach with worry.
and then there are the days i dread getting out of bed because i don't want to have to walk down these streets again. days when i cannot find peace, when i look for goodness but do not see it.
i know that he is faithful and good, its just a bit difficult to see it right now.
there is a chorus we sing together every morning before going out to our assignments

we have our hope in Jesus
that all things will be well
in the Lord

its a good reminder.

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